My father went down that path, and has lost everyone that was ever close to him. His own children and mother don’t speak to him. The rest of his family avoids him. He hasn’t been to a family holiday in about 7 years now. I’m sure his hate keeps him company though
It’s addictive. People get addicted to stress too.
The difference is hate makes you feel stronger and more focused than you really are. It gives you a target that’s not you, so you don’t ever have to face yourself.
Imagine going through life with this much hate. It’s got to be lonely and exhausting.
My father went down that path, and has lost everyone that was ever close to him. His own children and mother don’t speak to him. The rest of his family avoids him. He hasn’t been to a family holiday in about 7 years now. I’m sure his hate keeps him company though
Yup this is what my father has chosen as well.
Welcome to the super fun club, I feel ya
It’s addictive. People get addicted to stress too.
The difference is hate makes you feel stronger and more focused than you really are. It gives you a target that’s not you, so you don’t ever have to face yourself.